You're Already Amazing

I was sent a book called You're Already Amazing by Holley Gerth (which I'll be reviewing in my book blog soon), and although I'm only a few chapters into it, I've already been blessed with the truth of what she writes about.  Here's an excerpt that especially spoke to my heart:

(p. 38-39) "Here comes a confession: I'm intimidated by you.  And by you, I mean women.  Put me in a room of my peers, and it won't be long before my hands are sweaty and I'm shaking in my boots (yes, the cute ones I bought from TJ Maxx in the hopes they'd somehow hypnotize everyone into liking me - you know what I'm talking about.) 

It got so bad I even took drastic measures a few summers ago.  Disclaimer: There is some serious dorkiness coming in the next few sentences.  If you're offended by that, you should stop reading now.  I went to the library and checked out all the social skills books.  The ones like How to Have Friends and Influence People Without Relying on Your TJ Maxx Boots. And I read all of them.  I know - don't say I didn't warn you.

Through my ambitious pursuit of coolness, I discovered that my insecurities came from a much deeper place than an inability to make coherent small talk at times. What I thought might be some sort of social ailment turned out to be a spiritual one.

Inside a voice whispered, "You're not enough."  Depending on the day, an extra word might be thrown into the sentence:

You're not pretty enough.
You're not outgoing enough.
You're not likeable enough.

So I kept spinning my wheels on an endless treadmill.  I'd make progress in one area, only to realize I had miles to go in another.  Exhausted, I finally began pondering and praying.

"Lord," I asked, "why do women feel as if we're not enough?"

It seemed I heard a whsiper in response: "Because they're not."

..."Excuse me, God, it sounded like yousaid we're not enough.  Could you repeat that, pretty please?"

Again, gently and firmly, "You are not enough."

By then I started thinking perhaps my heart had dialed the wrong number and the devil was on the line.  But in that pause it seemed God finished the sentence: "You are not enough...in me you are so much more."

We are much more than pretty...we are wonderfully made.
We are much more than likeable...we are deeply loved.
We are much more than okay...we are daughters of the King.

I think the enemy tricks us into believing we are not enough because he knows if we discover the truth, we'll be unstopable."


Isn't that powerful?  Isn't it time we see ourselves as God does through the filter of what Jesus did on the cross...not as sinners but as cherished daughters of the King?

I especially like the last sentence in that excerpt because it is so true.  The truth sets us free and with it we are unstopable as we go about the Father's business.  What anyone else thinks isn't even part of the equation anymore because we know, really know, who we are, whose we are, and what our worth really is. 

When we doubt our worth, we tend to question everything and ask God, "How can you even use me?  Don't you know who I am?  Don't you know what I've done?"  He responds, "Of course, but the real question is: Don't you know who I am?  Don't you know what I've done?"